100 things about me... you may or may not have known!

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1.  I changed my first name to Jordan when I went to college because I had never liked the name my parents gave me.
2. I had never heard of Stanford University when I visited the football stadium in 1994 but I decided it was a place I wanted to study.
3. I got married on my 39^th birthday so I would never have to celebrate my 40^th birthday
4. I hate eggplant.
5. My college major was initially Mathematics with Statistics but I switched to Modern Languages after a year.
6. As a child, I wanted to be a British diplomat.
7. I am the 3^rd of 4 daughters in my family and they would probably agree that I fell furthest from the tree.
8. I was vegetarian for 12 years.
9. At age 13, I weighed about 170lbs.
10. At age 14, I weighed about 125lbs.
11. My favorite sport as a child was netball and I loved playing the position of GA (Goal Attack) or GD (Goal Defense).
12. My husband is 3^rd generation Mexican but I speak and write far better Spanish than he does.
13. I first visited the United States in 1989 and my sister took me to watch Madonna in a play on Broadway.
14. I worked on Wall Street… actually on Wall Street, the address was 60 Wall Street, New York
15. New Zealand Sauvignon Blanc
16. I have a 17 year old stepson.
17. I wish I lived closer to my nieces and nephews so I could be a bigger part of their lives.
18. I’m from the north of England.
19. I went to the University of Bristol, England, for my undergraduate studies.
20. I won the jackpot when I met and married my husband.
21. I never went on vacation with my parents after the age of 12.
22. I spent my third year of college splitting time between Oaxaca, Mexico and Lyon, France.
23. I have scuba-dived once and I hated it.
24. I suffer from mild claustrophobia.
25. I learned to swim at age 7 but wouldn’t put my face in the water.
26. I re-learned how to swim (exchange air under the water) at age 32.
27. I worked at Disneyland, Paris, for a summer during college.
28. I paid my own way through college. 2x
29. I’m the only member of my family ever to go to college.
30. I dreamed of being a writer in college because college boyfriend was a writer.
31. My college  boyfriend had a best friend with the exact same name (Richard Kelly) so he became Richard T. Kelly.
32. I saw my husband compete in a triathlon and took a photo of him (because he was cute!) 7 years before I met him.
33. I’ve visited four of the five continents and I’m dying to go to South Africa.
34. Sweet potato fries.
35. At age 8, I suffered briefly from Bells palsy, which partially paralyzed my face.
36. My husband proposed to me at the end of a 2 week and 1700mi cycling/triathlon adventure.
37. I didn’t get totally comfortable with myself until my mid-30s.
38. I attended a Church of England school through high school.
39. I’ve lost much of my English accent.
40. I’ve lost my Yorkshire accent.
41. I have a Prada dress in my closet that is 17 years old and I still wear it.
42. I rented my London flat to a prostitute (by accident).
43. I traded my pacifier for my first bike at age 4.
44. All of my parents (mom, stepdad, dad) were only children.
45. My first ever job was picking potatoes at age 12.
46. I hate cooking for myself and rarely do so.
47. Carrots and hummus for dinner is not unusual.
48. My first marathon in 2000 took me over 5 hours to complete.
49. My second marathon in 2002 took me 3:38 to complete.
50. I regret not taking the Boston slot from the 2002 marathon.
51. I first heard of Ironman while at Stanford Business School when friends competed at Ironman California.
52. I watched my first Ironman race in Canada in 2001 and thought that I would never be able to complete the swim by the cutoff time.
53. I wish I had travelled more around England when I lived there.
54. One of my favorite vacations was a backpacking trip to Chilean Patagonia while at Stanford.
55. I was practically deported from the US in 2006 due to an immigration snafu.
56. A 3 week trip to England turned into 5 months in 2006 due to immigration issues.
57. I received my green card in 2009 just weeks before I met my future husband.
58. I didn’t think twice about giving up my maiden name when I married.
59. I used to work with my husband’s ex-wife.
60. Co-parenting is impossible.
61. Sparkling water.
62. When working in Investment Banking, I would have an annual shopping splurge at Armani.
63. Now that I work from home, I barely change out of Lululemon capris.
64. A weekend in Minneapolis for a wedding was one of the most fun trips I made last year.
65. I second guess my decision not to have children of my own all the time.
66. I think I could be a good mother.
67. I organize EVERYTHING in our household – travel, bills, finances, cleaning, social engagements.
68. We never have leftovers. Even when I think I cooked a lot of food, my husband eats up.
69. The only musical instrument I ever learned was the recorder.
70. I rarely listen to music.
71. My husband loves playing the guitar and singing. He even writes his own music.
72. I do not enjoy going to music concerts.
73. My husband loves going to music concerts.
74. I am incredibly stubborn and determined.
75. I’m racing an Ironman this year without qualifying for Kona as the goal.
76. I am currently writing my husband’s training plan. Does that mean I am coaching him?
77. Not everyone should go to a four year college.
78. I’m a morning person and love being in bed by 9pm.
79. I probably drink too much wine.
80. I learned to drive at age 21.
81. I never owned a car until I moved to California at age 28.
82. NPR
83. At night, I need complete darkness to sleep so will unplug electronic alarm clocks in hotel rooms because I hate the glow.
84. I stopped drinking coffee about 8 years ago.
85. I stopped drinking diet coke about 3 years ago.
86. My husband wants us to move to Santa Cruz when we retire.
87. I’d like to spend more time in Europe when we retire: France, Italy, Spain.
88. I took a year of Portuguese while in college but I barely remember any of it.
89. I wish I had studied history in college.
90. I pretty much write all articles, essays, papers in my head before ever setting pen to paper.
91. I still have love letters from my college boyfriend saved in a box titled “memorabilia”.
92. I hate running at altitude.
93. I don’t like climbing Mt. Lemmon on my bike.
94. We got engaged in the New Zealand town of Invercargill, not a very romantic city.
95. My father died when I was 2 years old.
96. I’m a bit of a control freak.
97. I don’t like surprises but I keep asking my husband to surprise me. He refuses to.
98. I’m really happy that I had a British education.
99. I don’t miss much about England.
100. I hate being cold more than being hot.

Coast Ride 2015: #8

I've written about the Coast Ride before... just look here, here and here! Apparently it was the 8th time that I've done the Coast Ride... which seems crazy to me. The Ride also gets bigger by the year and I heard numbers as high as 225 riders participating in this organized, non-organized ride...

Much of that growth is presumably attributable to #socialmedia... There are so many people that travel from out of town to do this ride these days that have heard others blog, tweet, Facebook and instagram about the ride. It's also presumably because of the amazing January weather we have had in California for the past three years. I know that we really need rain... and we got it in December... but it's really nice to not worry about the weather on a destination ride like this!

In spite of the number of riders, the Coast Ride felt like a small affair for me this year. I rode mostly with Blanco, Beth Gerdes and Luke McKenzie with occasional appearances by Katya Meyers and other groups of folks. Luke has quite the eye for a great photo (and I don't take pictures while hanging on for dear life!) so here are some of his shots from the ride.

Day 2 - highway 1, Big Sur

Day 2 - amazing morning sunlight

Blanco, myself, Beth crossing the famous Bixby Bridge

Day 3 - early morning rollout on the McKenzie wheel

Day 3 - Blanco rolling into Guadalupe

So how was the Coast Ride for me? I have to confess that I was a total stress-case leading into the ride, convinced that I would bonk, be riding 8hrs+ per day and would be solo most of the time. I spent October-December focusing on healing my body and while I worked on strength in the gym and on the trainer, I also blew off several outdoor rides in recent weeks and/or had mechanical issues interfere with my rides. Our January destination ride to Carmel did give me some confidence about my fitness but I was exhausted on the return ride and I wasn't sure if that was my health or the derailleur/mechanical I had to deal with (only had about 3 gears!) for those 180miles! Even in the week leading up to the Ride, I talked to the SAG guys about possibly riding just 60-70mi a day.

Why does this ride cause me such stress and lack of confidence? I think in the last few years, as the ride has increased, it's evolved away from mostly triathletes and the pace has quickened dramatically. The number of riders on the road and the large groups also scare me a little... unfortunately there were a couple of accidents during the course of the weekend.

With all that said, I did much better than I expected in terms of ride time, power numbers and how enjoyable the ride was for me. I think it leaves me in a good position of readiness to tackle the Ironman training I have on tap for 2015... Ironman Texas in May and Ironman Los Cabos in October... I'm not fit just yet but I think I have a good foundation of strength and good health from which to start Ironman training, after a season away from the longer distance.

It was also great to spend time with good friends, Beth, Luke and their daughter, that I don't get to see year-round. I met Beth on the Coast Ride 4 years ago and we became fast friends... we make for compatible training buddies on the bike, as well as off the bike! We share similar tastes in wine :) I'm still in this sport after 14 years because of the people and friendships and so I am always psyched to share training and racing adventures with great friends.

Making progress on the bike...

I shared recently that my theme for 2015 is to get stronger. After 13 seasons of triathlon, my *aerobic engine* is not generally in question, so if I am to extend my athletic boundaries and continue to improve in the coming season, I need a stronger platform. With my physical and adrenal health slowly getting back to 100%, I have been loading up the weight in the gym.

- Lots of single leg pistol squats (TRX to stabilize)

- Weighted squats

- Hang clean to push press

- Renegade rows

- Lots of core - plated sit-ups, push-ups and plank (60s alternating every 10s), V-ups, Russian twists

Friday night strength session at the Olympic Club, SF

I found some heavy weights at our Park City hotel gym

With more time spent in the gym each week in November and December, I've had a little less time to focus on endurance miles on the bike and run. This lack of time outside also happened to coincide with some very rainy weeks in San Francisco and a Christmas vacation in Park City and Alta. 

Most of my riding in late November and December was done indoors. I definitely squeezed in a couple of 3-4hr outdoor rides in the past 6 weeks but more than half of my bike training was on the Computrainer, either at home or at Shift. My indoor bike training has also been focused on helping me build strength and pushing my top end power abilities. And most of my rides have been no longer than 90-100 minute sessions.

There are two types of key sessions that I've been doing on the bike to build strength:

Session 1: Alternating intervals of very low rpm (45-50rpm) in zone 3 with very high rpm (105rpm+) in zone 1-2. 

I think of this workout as muscularly challenging but you're never breathing hard. As Matt Dixon would say, the focus is downstairs, ensuring each pedal stroke is as good as it can be and that you engage the hamstrings and glutes in the latter part of the pedal stroke. It's a great session for working on technique.

Session 2: After a solid 20-30 minute warm-up that reaches into zone 4, do 8-10x maximum effort 1min intervals (zone 5+) with full recovery (~2:30-3:00 recovery between each interval). 

This type of session has been my nemesis over the years, as my zone 4-5 power efforts usually taper off into failure pretty quickly. My power files for sprint races are very similar to my Ironman effort! I am committed to change this year so I started out doing these 1min max efforts in November at around 275-280w and I've slowly increased to 310w. I still would like to find another 15-20w in this session to be happy with my progress for the season but I'm already seeing the benefits of this work when riding outside.

With drier California weather (so far) in January, my husband and I decided that we wanted to kick off the New Year with a cycling adventure and so this past weekend we embarked on a destination ride! Just before New Year's we Fedexed a box of clothes (cycling kit, jeans, tee shirt, swimsuit) to a hotel in the Carmel Highlands. This past Saturday, we rode ~85 miles from the Bay Area to the hotel  on highway 1 at the start of Big Sur. We stayed the night and then rode back via a slightly different route (~95miles) on Sunday. 

Love the Betty 2 kit!

Bike path in Seaside

A room with a view!

Sunrise on highway 1, Big Sur, CA

Day 2 was pretty hard with a more challenging route that included a steep climb on a single lane road over Mt. Madonna (1600ft climb over 4mi or ~8% grade). This time, I lost Blanco's wheel as I was grinding up the steeper sections that were 11%+ grade but he waited patiently for me at the top.

Top of the big climb on day 2 (Mt Madonna)

I recommend reserving a hotel with pool/hot-tub when doing destination rides!

The adventure ride was a great test of where my cycling fitness is (especially with the 375 mile Coast Ride coming up in two weeks!) and I was excited to notice that Blanco's wheel didn't disappear up the hills ahead of me... for the most part, I stayed right on his wheel, holding watts that usually have me freaking out. Now, perhaps my SRM was reading favorably so I won't get too excited but it did boost my confidence that my lack of road miles in the last few weeks has not been a bad thing ;)

Strong like bull...

In my thirteen seasons of training for and competing in triathlon, I've learned a few things about myself and my body...

- If I swim 3x week (10,000 yards), I can survive an Ironman swim
- If I swim 4+x week (14-16,000 yards), I actually improve and get faster!
- Deep bike fitness produces my best running in triathlons
- I get huge jumps in bike fitness from a few days with big miles, followed by recovery (e.g. coast rides, training camps)
- Consistently running 30+ miles a week manifests in injury (ITB/plantar issues)
- Hard track workouts will leave me sore for days
- I can run in a race faster than I can run in training (taper? race day magic?)

The above are truisms for me, they may not be for you. One thing that is not included in the above is anything about strength training since I've never really submitted to serious strength work. I didn't compete as a serious athlete in college and since then, most of the things I've done that fall into the *strength bucket* are things like core work and occasional push-ups.

Last year, when I switched triathlon coaches, I committed to a strength training program, enlisting Kate Ligler to help me work on *functional strength*. Unfortunately, my fatigue/hormone issues prevented me from really building pure strength but I did spend the year working on core and hip stability issues that have helped me stay injury-free.

For the 2015 season, as my health is getting back on track, Kate is pushing me to evolve my pure strength fairly dramatically. Last week we established some benchmarks for squats, bench press and pull-ups and we'll be looking to improve on those marks in the coming weeks.

With a lot of work, in 2015 I will be strong!

Core workout to warm up!

Single leg deadlifts & lunges to activate the glutes.

Widowmaker - 20 squats

Assisted pull-ups to failure

Finally, I am back as a Betty Designs ambassador in 2015 and I'm totally excited for more fresh, colorful and badass designs from Kristin Mayer. Below are some of my favorite designs from the past year... colorful capris, world champion bike kit, swimsuits and a bright Betty tee for the man in my life! Click here to shop all things Betty!

I want my body back... and I think I'm finally on the right track!

I have been feeling "off" all year and have talked about it a little bit on this blog as I've visited with doctors and attempted to find solutions as to "why I feel absolutely awful when I train and race"... Of course, I know that when training hard, it doesn't always feel good, but this year it has been much more than that... a feeling that I was always stuck in second gear, and this feeling manifested itself most of all in the run. However, I also struggled with breathing in the swim and had many bike sessions where I would cover or remove my SRM as I really didn't care to know what the power was.

People, including my own husband, offered me many reasons as to why I might be feeling off:
- I was overtrained
- I didn't get enough sleep
- My nutrition must be off
- Allergies
- Anemia
- I need more recovery than others
- Too much stress

Standard CBC test results - "I'm totally fine"

Iron, B12 and ferritin values - "highest values I've ever seen"

I consulted with my coach, Matt Dixon, I had three sets of blood tests, I visited an allergist, I consulted several different specialist sports doctors and they all had ideas to treat my symptoms (take B12 and folic acid supplements, use a nasal spray) but no one offered solutions that were comprehensive or demonstrated a true understanding of my health situation. By *normal* standards, I was just fine and the fact that I could no longer run a mile well under 8 minutes (never mind 13 miles) is not considered cause for alarm.

From the outside, things probably didn't seem all that bad. I podiumed a few times this year, my race times were only off by 10 or so minutes here and there, I qualified for 70.3 Worlds. It would appear that I was doing just fine. But I know how much I invested in training, nutrition, strength all while going backwards in training. After 13 years of calling myself a triathlete, I know what it feels like to be training and making progress, I know what it feels like to have gears in training and racing... this year I was always in survival mode, trying to chase fitness that my body was not permitting me to accumulate. After yet another mediocre race at Mont-Tremblant, I just broke down in tears to my husband, saying: "I want my body back, I don't recognize any of these sensations".

The return from Mont-Tremblant coincided with catching up with a long-time friend, Kiki Silver. Kiki and I met while running at Kezar track with SFTri Club in 2003... we go back a long way! She's a super smart doctor and a kick-ass triathlete, having placed 2nd at Ironman 70.3 worlds and 6th at Ironman Hawaii over the years. She's also the sweetest and most caring person you'll ever meet. She and her husband relocated to Boulder, Colorado about 3-4 years ago but we've kept in touch via email and occasional visits. She updated me that she was leaving the general practice where she had been working since arriving in Boulder in order to open up her own practice... my immediate thought was "can you be my doctor? I need help!" After a quick legal check (since I'm CA-based), she confirmed that she would be able to help me and we could do everything remotely. She would order a bunch of labs that I could get done at my local LabCorp office, and she'd also send me some other testing kits.

Kiki's practice, Boulder Peak Health, opened on October 1st so I scheduled a phone consult for October 3rd, the day before I flew to Kona. I completed the first set of bloodwork and a very detailed questionnaire beforehand so Kiki had some preliminary results for us to review over the phone. Here are some excerpts from the blood tests.

Testosterone is zero 

Thyroid, while in normal range is NOT optimal for an athlete, progesterone is zero

The first thing I noticed in our hour-long phone consult is the much broader range of tests and results that Kiki had ordered compared to other doctors I had visited. She also included an awesome summary discussing both the test results and aligning them to the symptoms I had reported in a very holistic manner. See the excerpt below:

We discussed all of the explanations in detail with Kiki pointing out that the BCP was probably contributing in large part to many of my symptoms... and had probably been affecting me over the last five years... From what I understand, my body has slowly depleted many of the hormones that I need for normal functioning... in particular what I needed to function as an endurance athlete. The largest culprit is the BCP... and while I appear to only have minor symptoms on a monthly basis, I was unaware of the long-term damage it had been doing to my body, in particular as an endurance athlete. Few people talk about it... in fact no one had ever told me and no doctor (before Kiki) had even suggested that this might be the culprit. Note that Angela Naeth had conducted a survey earlier this year and many other women reported issues on the BCP, though I had dismissed this thinking it was merely bloating or headaches as the key symptoms fellow athletes were reporting.

My lesson here is that it's hard to know exactly what's going on "under the hood" unless you have a doctor that is committed to you and your health for the lifestyle that you choose to lead... running 9 minute miles was not good enough for me :)

Another particularly interesting part of Kiki's assessment that the allergy symptoms that have become increasingly worse in the past 5 years (having never had hay fever before in my life) are likely due to "estrogen mediated mast cell degranulation of histamine". Basically, the low level of estradiol and progesterone in my body due to being on BCP have been activating mast cells and causing allergy/hayfever-like reactions. What's even worse is that the Afrin and Nasocort that the allergy doctor had been recommending offered merely temporary relief and were in fact exacerbating my symptoms.

Kiki's detailed "treatment plan"

I just returned from Kona and I found it really hard to be out there feeling very unfit relative to how I felt just twelve months ago, running loops around our house at Hualalai and seeing the difference on the Garmin in 2014 compared to my Kona-fit self in 2013. But I could finally sense that I was beginning to feel a little bit stronger... not great but getting there. I even managed to hang on for 75 bike miles with the studette triathletes in the picture below.

Witsup ride with Chrissie Wellington, Mel Hauschildt, Emma Snowsill,
Belinda Granger, Stef Hanson, Beth Gerdes, Laura Siddall

It's now been just over two weeks since I consulted with Kiki and have been following her plan and advice and I'm happy to say that I threw down a couple of 7:4X min/miles in today's easy run. I also didn't feel like I needed to stop and sit on the curb 3 miles into my run. That's huge progress! The testing is not yet over as I still need to complete some saliva, urine and more blood tests, but I am beginning to feel that "I am getting my body back"...

It was fun to be in Kona and I was very happy to be spectating and not racing... that was always the plan. However, a part of me would like to return at some point and I can only do so if I fully resolve the issues I've been dealing with this year. I have a good feeling that I am finally on the right track and for that I owe Kiki, aka Dr. Silver, a huge thanks!

If you need help and are searching for an athlete-minded doctor to do a thorough review of your state of health, I cannot recommend Dr Silver more highly. She can be reached via her website: Boulder Peak Health

Betty Girls at the Underpants run

In Kona to cheer and support Pia!

Mont-Tremblant 70.3 World Championship race

Heading into Mont-Trembant, I had few expectations for myself, with the exception of ensuring that I enjoyed the race and stayed positive, whatever my body was giving me. While this season has not been terrible for me... I made it to the World Champs so no complaining... but it didn't go how I wanted and expected it to go. I've been battling with some nasal breathing issues and have felt as if I've had a low-grade cold all year. More on where I'm at with that later...

Rich and I flew to Montreal (via Chicago) the Thursday before the race. It was a long travel day but the delay in Chicago was made tolerable by bumping into Jen Harrison. I seriously barely noticed our 90min delay because we were too busy chatting away!

We had a pretty late arrival into Mont-Tremblant that evening (after ~90min drive) but since it was still 3 days before race day, I didn't become a stress case. We stayed at the Ermitage du Lac hotel in the pedestrian village and we loved it. A few hundred yards to Tri-Bike Transport, maybe 1,000 yards to transition and less than a half mile to the swim start.

Local bike shop in Mont-Tremblant

The lake where we would swim

We used the few days to do the usual check-in and race course reconnaissance. I wasn't feeling particularly sharp on the bike and run prior to the race but I was just going to go with what I had on the day... I have few aspirations of being competitive in this world-class field! 

In the lead-up to this race, all I heard about was how much climbing there is on the bike course... which I couldn't correlate with the fast bike splits that I'd seen for the June edition of this race in past years. There's almost 2x the climbing compared to a course like Vineman 70.3 but the bike splits are quicker. I realized why they were quicker... there are barely any turns on the course making it technically a relatively easy race. The last 10 or so miles are hilly for sure and we pre-rode this section but the rest was a series of rollers and flattish, perfectly paved freeway.

Race day dawned a chilly 43f so my fingers were numb (in spite of gloves!) after I spent a few minutes in transition pumping tires and installing nutrition, bottles and my bike computer on my bike. Fortunately, we just headed back to our hotel room to stay warm and relaxed until about 40mins before my wave... such a luxury to not have to line up for a porta-pottie!

I jumped into the lake for some warm-up yards but stopped my warm-up to watch the pro waves start their race. I was bummed to see that MBK did not get off to a good start tripping (or being tripped) as she entered the water and then having some gal clamber over the top of her!

Soon enough 8:16am came around and it was time for the gun... I lined up at the far left, having no illusions that I could swim with my speedy AG swimmer friends, Jen Harrison, Kristin Schweiger and Becky Paige. Kristin and Becky would end up as 1-2 out of the water for my wave. My 33:17 swim time placed me a distant 56th out of the water and my swim included being swum over many times by the green caps of the wave behind (M35-39?). 

On the bike I was excited as I knew this bike course could play to my strengths... great aero position and ability to ride steady over rollers and then just let fly on the flats (I may have to go back to IM Cozumel next year as I love just hunkering down and riding flats with few turns, I just love that course!). I had talked to Matt Dixon before the race and said that I was super excited for this course, none of the turns and corners that slow you down on race courses like Lake Stevens and Oceanside. 

Unfortunately, the reality of the race situation quickly took the joy out of the bike course experience. My 100+ age group of W40-44 started just 4 minutes before 224 M35-39 athletes, 8 minutes before 73 18-24 male athletes and 12 minutes before 248 40-44 male athletes. While some of those guys clocked me and passed me on the swim, a decent number of those 545 men would swarm past me in packs on the bike. It was ridiculous that a World Championship race was so tightly bunched from the start. In hindsight, perhaps the race course should have been reversed, starting us with the challenging rollers out of T1 and finishing with the freeway section. What's interesting about the packs (male and female alike) is that they seemed to hammer the uphill sections of the rollers and then just freewheel down the backside. In contrast, my steady watts approach and maintaining momentum OVER the roller would have me fall back from competitors on hills and then just fly by them on the downhills or have to put in a 20-60 second surge to get by the entire pack on the flats. Looking at my power file, my 20sec max power was 322w, 30sec was 291w and 60sec was 272w... some 20-30w higher than usual in a race situation.

On the return portion of the freeway leg, I passed a couple of the speedy swimmers in my AG, Jen Harrison and then Becky Paige and I briefly allowed myself to think I was having a solid race. Of course, I'm a bit of a one-trick triathlon pony so I knew it wouldn't last once on the run! I finally got back to town and was ready for the rollers. While the packs on the freeway were scary, this section was even worse given the narrower roads. I was almost ridden into the ditch on the right hand side of the road at one point as a pack of guys swarmed past me up the hill... maybe I should retract my earlier comment of reversing the course and riding the hills first since these guys seemed to ride together regardless of the terrain! It was in this section that I caught and passed Kristin Schwieger, recognizing her Soas kit and introducing myself as we rode the steep rollers. I also noted to myself that I made a poor gearing choice, having just a 25 cassette and wishing that I had a 27! However, the 11 was certainly helpful as I made the return trip down the rollers and flew back to T2. Bike time of 2:33:57.

Once on the run, I knew almost immediately that the legs were feeling as flat as they had done during our 5am jog earlier in the day. It quickly became a question of finishing with a smile, ending my season and focusing on getting healthy for next year. I was also intensely curious about the women's pro race, desperately hoping MBK was crushing dreams on her way to a win. Thankfully, within the first mile I spotted Siri Lindley and asked her for a race update. Thank you Siri! Little did I know at the time that Siri had been single-handedly updating the entire world about the state of play among the women's pro field via her instagram account since the World Triathlon Corporation had failed to offer live coverage. Yes, really... I also got a personal update on the women's race a few miles later when Mary-Beth Ellis, Heather Wurtele and then MBK passed me (of course, cheering me on and checking how I was doing as she went!). I completed the run in 1:53:02 and ended with a total race time of 5:08:00 and 42nd place in the world. Good to know I wasn't last!

Post-race it was fun to catch up with Blanco and a Portland-based EverymanJack (EMJ) team member and friend, Brian August and hear their race stories. I was also super excited to hear that Ritch Viola, the leader of Team EMJ had won M40-44 and was a world champion!

Team EveryManJack hosted a post-race Taco-fest

We went to the awards banquet to celebrate Ritch's victory and Meredith's 4th place position. The EMJ guys are an impressive bunch... I think 17 of them were racing Worlds but it was quite a crew!

Team EMJ

Post-race catch-up with Meredith

Team Witsup - Blanco and Laura Siddall

Footnote

For those that are interested and have asked, here's the quick health update: I'm still seeing the allergist and trying to figure out what is going on with my breathing. For the past three weeks I've been on a "no dairy, no citric acid, no chocolate/coffee" diet. I relapsed quite a bit the night before the race (pizza!) and in the post-race chow down and I felt worse for it in the last several days. I just caught up with the allergist again and he started me on a food challenge. For one week, I have to eat as much dairy as possible with each meal... hello triple creme cheese, ice cream and chocolate milk!

The backstory to Lake Stevens 70.3... and the race report!

As I noted in my Vineman 70.3 race report, I've been feeling "off" all season... in fact, in spite of some *lucky* podium appearances, I've been off ~5-10% in training and racing since mid-February.

One morning I was running with my coach, Matt Dixon, talking through the fatigue I was feeling and how badly training and racing were going and how I seemed not to be able to handle a workload and volume that would have been considered easy for me last year.
- Swimming further than 75yards left me feeling like I was breathing through a straw
- Riding would start off okay but I would tire quickly... after an hour or two
- Running 9min/mi pace would feel uncomfortable and not "easy" like it should feel

I would have occasional good sessions, but mostly I was going through the motions of the workouts, failing to hit some very basic metrics that should come easy to me, and I was making zero progress. In one 20min bike test, I went backwards by 20w! Matt and I brainstormed all the usual stuff: recovery, sleep, nutrition, stress, anemia. I went back through my workout logs from the past 5 years, to make sure that I wasn't delusional that I can push more watts and run faster than my current paces. I saw my GP for several blood tests but nothing was showing up as irregular. Not happy with the feedback, I went in and saw another GP in my practice. The second doctor prescribed an inhaler to see if that would help - some days I would feel a little better and other days I would go back to feeling awful. I also consulted with two different sports medicine specialists but no one had any ideas... in health terms, no longer being able to run 8min/mi or faster definitely falls in the #firstworldproblem category...

Two weeks ago, Blanco and I went to Tahoe for a long weekend and on the Friday, the two of us did my favorite ride, a loop around Lake Tahoe. I started off okay but started to feel tired pretty quickly. By the time we stopped in South Lake Tahoe to refill our bottles after 2+ hours of riding, I burst into tears, sobbing because I didn't recognize my own body. I've been doing triathlon for 13 years, I've learned to know my body pretty well, and this just "wasn't the body I know".

View from our little cabin on Donner Lake

The next day, we met up with some friends to ride another of my favorite Tahoe rides... Yuba Pass and Gold Lakes. I rode up to Yuba Pass with what should have been relatively easy power for me and yet I still felt awful... I described the sensations to my friend, Galyn, and she thought it might be some sort of allergic reaction as she had felt quite similar about 4 years ago.

Yuba Pass with Galyn

Galyn recommended her allergist and I called and arranged an appointment as soon as possible. I met with Dr. Vadim Kvitash the following week and he explained the process... blood tests, 3 sets of skin tests, spirometer test and a physical exam... and it would take several weeks and he wouldn't be able to tell me much before he had examined and reviewed all of the above. I wanted answers quickly... this was not going to be quick... sigh! On my second visit, last Tuesday, I let Dr. Kvitash know that I was feeling particularly bad and had really struggled on what should have been an easy taper run. He asked me if I breathe through my nose when I run... yes... then he inspected my nasal passages and commented that they are extremely swollen and he's surprised I can breathe at all! He recommended a couple of over-the-counter nasal sprays (Afrin and Naso-Cort) and sent me on my way. That evening, Blanco asked how the appointment had gone and I shared that I felt better just sitting on the couch than I had in a while. I really had forgotten how it felt to breathe in deeply and take in oxygen...

The next several days, I was using the Afrin/Naso-Cort daily as the doctor prescribed and was beginning to feel better in my workouts, though with the race a couple of days away, none of the workouts were real stressors so it was hard to judge if there was an improvement. I hated to think this way, but there was a lot of pressure riding on the run at Lake Stevens to see if I could feel/sense any improvements relative to recent training and racing. I was nervous... I just want my old self back... to enjoy training, to reap the benefits of training and not to feel like I'm just wearing myself down.

If you've never done the Lake Stevens 70.3, you should know that the swim is quite delightful due to the presence of the rowing lines a couple of feet under the water, guiding you along the entire course. No sighting required. Of course, on race day when you're one of the last waves to go, sighting is required to navigate around some of the 1,000+ athletes that started ahead of you. I felt good in the water, swimming efficiently at a good but not hard effort, carefully navigating around the multi-colored caps of the prior waves. I came out of the water in 33:26, my fastest swim of the year and 8th in the AG out of the water. Once on the bike, I knew I was in for a long ride as Lake Stevens is probably the most challenging course I've done on the 70.3 circuit. The first 40 miles don't seem hilly but for some reason, the course rides slow. And the last 16 miles are hilly for sure so you might think you're on track for a great split but your speed will slow during the last miles. I felt like I rode fairly conservatively and definitely backed off in the second half, knowing that I desperately wanted a decent run, if possible, though knowing that I wasn't really in control over what happened on the run.

The sun came out to greet me as I hit T2 and the results tracker indicated that I had ridden from 8th place to 2nd place. 13.1 miles stood between me and a hug from Blanco so I set about the run course with mixed feeling of hope and apprehension. This was my 4th time at Lake Stevens and so I know the run course relatively well... a challenging start with some hills but overall not too bad. I ran the first four miles in sub 8min/mi pace... that's better than any training run I have done since February! Admittedly, I slowed down from thereon to 8:30 pace and dilly-dallied a little too much at aid stations, but I felt like I was running again, even racing! I completed the run in 1:49, slow for me on this course, but my best run of the year! I crossed the line in 5th place for my age-group, 10mins off my usual time on this course but happy that I felt like I was actually racing and not just surviving.

It's now less than three weeks to Mont-Tremblant 70.3 Worlds so I don't have high hopes for much change in my fitness between now and then but I am hoping I've made some progress with my health issues and regained some confidence. Tomorrow is my 3rd appointment with Dr. Kvitash so I'm looking forward to sharing my experience of the last week and getting his thoughts... we still need to figure out WHAT is causing the allergic reaction... my guess is that it's the JCC pool as I always feel worse after swimming there... but I need to remain open to other information.

Post-race with fellow Betty, Nancy Clarke

Blanco came 4th in his age-group and picked up a slot to 70.3 Worlds in Austria in 2015.

Post-race chillaxing lakeside, waiting for awards

Pro Betty, Erin Spitler came 3rd overall with a smoking fast run, so it was great to meet Erin and get a photo with the three racing Betty's on the day.

Nancy, Erin and myself waiting for awards.

It was also awesome to hang out post-race with members of our favorite men's triathlon team, EveryManJack!

Dorothy, Ollie, Dana, Brian, Jordan, Rich

Finally, I was psyched that I scheduled a Monday morning flight so Rich and I could have a Seattle date night, checking out a new restaurant.

Champagne on the house to toast our racing - Lark restaurant.

Last dessert before Mont-Tremblant!